IS IT TODAY

Each day I wake up wondering if this is indeed the day we will meet. I’m excited at the thought, hoping and praying I may find her. I have so much to tell her, so much to show her and so much to give her. I wonder if she thinks about me as much as I think about her, does she feel my pain as I know I feel hers. We’re already connected, it isn’t if we will find one another, it’s when. Maybe, just  maybe it’s today.

when

I speak what’s in my heart, even at the risk of being hurt. It is in my nature to fall hard, to be in love, to want more than ordinary love. I am destined to love one woman in a way that will make God proud. I’m seeking his help for love, therefore I’m sure he expects me to treat her as so. It’s a journey, one that should be enjoyed but often it’s rather painful along the way. Sometime’s what we believe to be the right person isn’t always the person God has meant for us. We are more than likely going to experience heartbreak in our search for love, that is God’s way of moving us forward. I am ready to find the woman of my dreams, I am ready to be a family, to go on vacation, to take my two daughters to dance class, enjoying family things. Where are you, my love?

love

There’s so many things I want to say to her, so many thoughts of romantic ideas fill my head. I want so badly to give her the world, hold her close to me, letting her know she’s safe in my arms. I’ll be the luckiest man in the world to call her mine and each day I’ll prove to her how thankful I am she’s in my life. I find myself thinking of her often, wishing she was here by me. I want to hear her voice, hear about how her day was. I finally have her in my life, now it’s time to be her every dream

finding love

I met a girl who seemed perfect for me. Over the past year, I have dated, none to which peaked my interest for very long. This girl was different, she’s absolutely beautiful, sweet, caring, christian and so much more. I was immediately smitten, which for me doesn’t happen often. I reacted with my heart, wanting to rush when it should come natural. She was taken back a bit, although she too was very interested, my actions seemed to distant her. It’s been a very short while and still I find myself wanting her. I want so badly to tell her what she means to me but then I know I’ll freak her out. I don’t date many people at once, my heart isn’t capable of doing so. I’m not for sure what to do next, I think I should pray about it, relax and let be what will be. The funny thing is I don’t have to try, what’s going to happen will happen, it’s destiny. I just find her so incredibly hot and awesome, I am grasping on too tight. I’m a very good man, above average looking, kind, witty, charming some would say and I don’t need to sell myself. I have to be happy with being alone, maybe that’s my problem. I don’t know, I need some advice

I’m ready

Beyond the clouds, beyond the deepest realms of my heart and soul, I will love you. I will appreciate everything about you, even your imperfections. I will find a way to make you smile, even on your worst days. I’ll be your best friend, your soulmate, your listening ear when you just need to talk. I’ll hold you close when you are sad, wipe away your tears when you cry and be affectionate and compassionate when you most need me. Your dreams will become my dreams and my dreams yours, together we’ll spend forever making them come true. Someday, I will surely love you.

finding love

you can never dream too big, it is what makes us human. The possibility of true love is fascinating and very real. It’s absolutely wonderful to think of sharing your life with another person, enjoying this world together, having someone just to be there by your side. I have no doubt I will experience great love, not because I am special but because I believe in it withe every fiber of my being. Jesus gave me this life out of love, I owe it to him to love a woman passionately and with Godly intent. My heart has an enormous capacity for love, somebody someday will receive everything I have to offer.  

someday

We all want so badly to love and be loved. We sometime’s force it out of desperation which always leads to an undesired outcome. The best kind of love comes naturally, without trying or looking. I am at a point where I do want to find the one, to spend my days thinking of, to suprise with romantic gestures and to hold and kiss forever but it isn’t up to me, it’s in God’s time. I’ve accepted that and it makes it easier for me to relax. I met someone recently who I was pretty smitten over, she is beautiful, kind, sweet and so much more. I found myself wanting to rush into something more serious as if she may leave if I didn’t but the opposite is true. This particular woman had been hurt over and over by her husband. She wants to love but wants to go slow, which I now understand why. I may indeed have scared her off, by forcing something that will come naturally, I just have to be patient. I am a good looking man with a kind heart and lots of compassion and God has the perfect woman for me. Is this woman her, maybe but maybe not. I have to be open to the possibility in order to clearly see what God is saying to me. Many of us seek out happiness in others, maybe not consciously but we do. Happiness starts within, it’s an inward journey that ends with the realization that you are worth something. You don’t have to worry about whether love will find you, it will. God says so, he does not lie or mislead, he will honor his word, just be yourself, continue to grow with him and worry less about when love will find you. I am having to really follow my own advice, love is such an awesome feeling, how can I not want it now

soon

I hear her voice in my head, I smell her scent in the air, I find myself daydreaming about her everywhere. Can a man love a woman and even feel her pain, without ever having touched her or ever even seeing her face. I can’t explain these feelings I have, I can tell when she’s happy and when she’s sad. I just want to hold her in my arms, tell her she’s ok and never again will she be harmed. She’s close, I know but not close enough, I need to see her to tell her she’s loved. I want nothing more than to call her mine, to be her light when the sun doesn’t shine, I’m here, my love, waiting for you, hurry beautiful, we have so much to do.

why

I met a girl who was absolutely beautiful, literally had me at hello. We seemed to hit it off until I began to rush things, maybe out of insecurity, I don’t know. I am good looking, kind, romantic, compassionate and very sensitive but I can’t overwhelm her, which I did and expect her not to be freaked out. We seemed to really hit it off, she liked me as much as I did her but maybe God is so close to sending me my perfect girl that he stopped it or maybe she is the one and it’s up to me to show her and earn her love. I am not in love, by no means. I have known her two weeks but I am very interested in her and would love to have had a chance to show her who I am and how awesome I could be to her. She is a very good person, i worry if her and I don’t workout that she will meet someone and they will not treat her right. That would kill me, all I want for her is happiness. Yes, it’s been two weeks, I know but I am seeking God in my quest for love so anything is possible, even in a day.

can it be

I met a girl who seemed perfect for me. Over the past year, I have dated, none to which peaked my interest for very long. This girl was different, she’s absolutely beautiful, sweet, caring, christian and so much more. I was immediately smitten, which for me doesn’t happen often. I reacted with my heart, wanting to rush when it should come natural. She was taken back a bit, although she too was very interested, my actions seemed to distant her. It’s been a very short while and still I find myself wanting her. I want so badly to tell her what she means to me but then I know I’ll freak her out. I don’t date many people at once, my heart isn’t capable of doing so. I’m not for sure what to do next, I think I should pray about it, relax and let be what will be. The funny thing is I don’t have to try, what’s going to happen will happen, it’s destiny. I just find her so incredibly hot and awesome, I am grasping on too tight. I’m a very good man, above average looking, kind, witty, charming some would say and I don’t need to sell myself. I have to be happy with being alone, maybe that’s my problem. I don’t know, I need some advice.